This morning, after dreaming of babies all night, I woke up feeling a little negative. My temperature was 98.1, down .2 from yesterday's 98.3, and I know how inconsequential that is but so what? I hoped my temp would skyrocket this morning. I got up to go to the bathroom, and wouldn't you just know it- the thing we TTCers look for 5-10 DPO...
Light pink spotting. No blood, just pink tinged cm that I wouln't even have noticed a year ago. And two period-sized dots of what appeared to be endometrium when I looked really closely.
Sigh. never have I had this. It didn't even look like period spotting, since there was almost no color to it at all. And it's 8 DPO. I told you that my body plays tricks on me. It doesn't even play the SAME tricks. Always bringin new stuff.
Of course, I got my hopes up. Who wouldn't? But I am SO afraid of hope, because once it is dashed I fall so hard. That,combined with PMS hormones, is not a pretty picture.
I'll keep you updated. No early testing for me. Not for at least 5 days.
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I've got my everything crossed for you.
If you don't want Hope around, send her to my house. I'll keep her safe for you.
;) *Sending hope. Keep her warm.
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